Day 12: Things you want to say to an ex
I don’t really have anything to say. I’m pretty much done with that relationship. I still find her attractive physically and I remember how great our first year together was when I was in it. But looking back I still think I was being used. I don’t think she intended to or meant to drain my money or general enthusiasm for anything. I think she honestly just wanted things and likes having her way. I learned from it, that’s for sure. And knowing her for two years, I know she wouldn’t listen to anything anyone says anyways. She makes her own decisions and, I think, usually out of rebellion to prove herself, even though she doesn’t have to and it just creates drama.
I guess if I were to say anything it would be this, “Try to relax. It’s great to have friends and a relationship. But let other people have their way sometimes. Be courteous. I know you think you’re a hospitable person, but you’re very selfish the way you are now. I know you try. Really, I know. You’re not a bad person fundamentally. You just need to (and I know this is gonna be a kicker, ‘cause you hate this kind of reference, but) grow up and experience life and other people’s lives a little more. I honestly hope you finally end up happy and make someone else happy, Miss S____.”
